I am back from a long trip to find out who I am. I beleive to be completely different from who I used to be. I am more confident and know who I am and who I want to be. I am currently studying in mechanics because I love labor work and I love working solo. I love finding out how cars work and simply have a passion for cars. I spend a lot of time at home taking things apart and putting them back together and beleive this career would be perfect for me.

I am still working at the same place I have been working at for the past 6 and some what years but as you all can guess I am getting tired of it. I plan to work here until I get a job for my career because there is no other job that gives me my pay and pays for my phone.

I am still with my bf and have gone through many tough times which brought us closer together than ever before. These struggles were worth it in the end because of the fruits it brought to our relationship.

In friendship I am going through some struggles because my best friend has a crush on me and said he didn't want to be friends no more because of the pain in his heart. I pray everyday to have him back because I've been best friend with him since high school and he is the only one who truelly understands me. We've been on and off before but this time he changed his phone number and email. I have no way of contacting him. I pray everyday to have him back as my bff, I'll wait all it takes as long as he comes back in the end!!! My other best friend is also best friends with him. we are the 3 muscateers from high school but now this one best friend i have left is stuck in the middle of everything. He doesn't mind but it affects our hang outs and what not which really sucks but I can deal with it.

My band has also gone on a break since I started school in mechanics full time but I'm starting again and we are doing better than ever because of how much I've matured over the break.

Finally I'm happy to say I am happy to be back and hopefully you all have comments for me to know how I'm doing... For money I paid my mom back and I don't owe anyone any money. I just finished paying off everything but have nothing in the bank. So now I'm saving up for the tools I need for my career and to buy a used car by next summer. PLUS to save for travelling!!!!!!! BIG PLANS!